Time just keeps passing, La Ruta gets closer and closer, and I am still not training like I should be.
I'm trying to stay positive. I know I have been blessed with good health MOST of the time. That I had a flawless year of races with very few mechanical or bio-mechanical issues. I know I will one day be back to riding bikes all day in the sunshine, and that a broken bone would be much worse. And a random all day rain storm today helped me not feel like I missed out on beautiful fall biking adventures.
But it's still hard and frustrating and scary. I'm on antibiotics now, and with two solid days of not waking at at 5am and no exercise (major sad face) maybe I can kick this illness down by Monday.
In non-bike related news I am blown away at how much easier/happier the students are at my new school than last year. Not sure if it's just a good batch of kiddos or of the demographic is really that different, but so far these kids are incredibly pleasant to teach. They come in every day happy and excited and positive. I give them a task and I haven't heard complaining yet. They get excited about the online games we play, they are stoked to win or to move up in the ranks, a kid even told me this week that he broke into the top 10 for the first time (one of the games ranks the kids within the class based on speed and accuracy), and he was so proud of himself I wanted to cry. It's a strange experience to go from a difficult group of kids to this, but I feel guilty being so much happier teaching them because I know the students at my old school are dealing with so much more in life and that's WHY they are harder to reach. It's not fair that one group of kids has been dealt a difficult hand in life and just up the street, 5 miles away these other kids got such a different set of cards and an easier childhood. Not sure what to do with these thoughts, it's just been on my mind all week.
And on a totally random note, goat yoga. Why? I mean I love goats as much as the next person, but what if they poop on my yoga mat? or start eating my clothes? How can you relax and focus inward and concentrate on the movement of your body when there is a goat standing o your back?
I saw this goat yoga class last weekend on my way through San Juan Capistrano... hilarious, but strange.
I'm OBSESSED with Matcha tea lattes right now. Not sure why I'm craving it all the time, but I look forward to trips to Home Depot because Bodhi Leaf, a coffee and tea shop next door, makes the worlds best Matcha.
And all these cool fall weekends have been making me want to bake ALL THE FALL THINGS. Last weekend it was apple cinnamon scones. and today I made pumpkin coffee cake with browned butter maple glaze... it's really a problem that I can't ride bikes right now haha. And on Wednesday night we made sweet potato gnocchi, which was way easier than I anticipated it being! I guess I am liking being home as opposed to on the road racing all the time. It's been nice to bake and cook and relax on the weekends.
Coffee cake :) I'm pretty proud of this one, and it tastes better than it looks!
That't is, really random thoughts for a Saturday night. Off to bed to try and kick the cold. Wish me luck!